Current mood:

LEGAL DRUGS OWN

i <3 T3'S
hello you guys, long time no see/ talk. im chilling in my house eating mashed potatoes and pudding and getting about half way throught a movie before my mum says it's too violent, weird or rude. he have settled on shakespeare in love, i like that movie. the best thing about post op stuff is that i can get as high on t3's asi want and my mum just asks me if i'd like some more juice. i seriously should get more surgey, except i FREAKED out when i woke up. for some reason i felt uterly and completly violated like the doctorts had taken advantage of my or something on the table. i also went through every single swear word and combination of swear words i knew before the nuirse let me out. i think i scared the other woman in the recovery room. i think i might have hurt the nurses feelings. whhen i got home yesterday i looked in the mirror and i swaer togod i was a zombie. i was  white with a tinge of green and my teeth were caked in blood and my lips were craked and bleeding and i had the crazy look of someone really craked out in my eye.
so yeah, now im just chillin and tripping,  hopefully i 'll see you guys soon.

p.s  if you want to come visit me you can :) i have ltos of pudding, lol

talk to you guys later,

alison